Saturday, December 21, 2013

What's Up: I Was Mad



(Photo by: Erica/Erix)
(From Deviantart Account)

I am not PERFECT. Although I usually don't fight because I HATE fighting back... this time.... I WILL FIGHT. For I know that I am right. I WILL NOT APOLOGIZE. We are BREAK EVEN. I only gave him the same courtesy he had given me. He didn't respect me as a person... so I didn't respect him. I endured his personality for the last months and he pushed me to my limits. I am usually very patient but yesterday I met my limit. I literally shouted... BUT I didn't regret anything.

My colleague said I looked like an ANGRY CAT when she saw me walking around Ortigas Center that afternoon. She didn't bother to ask me. She calmed me down somehow by softly patting my back and shoulder. I appreciate it. (Thanks Cris)

I was very lucky to saw her yesterday because if not, maybe a car already hit me. I haven't eaten anything since morning except for a very light breakfast... no Lunch and it was almost around 3:00 pm. Before that, I needed to go somewhere while carrying my 3 heavy bags. I had to wait for a Taxi just to arrive at my work place... but my efforts went in vain.

But.. I am not Mad anymore. I had a very good night sleep last night. I watched some funny video clips in Youtube. I feel good and happy now. My happiness is very shallow and I can easily eliminate anger. I don't want to waste my time. I have things to do. Planning for my pleasure trip and school stuffs...

Things that made me happy:
- My Mother.
- My REAL TRUE friends
- Listening to MUSIC
- Mocha (our dog)
- Playing guitar
- Chatting with College girl friends

PS: Does this entry make any sense?