Ciao! Si! Italian... for the past few days, I've been into learning L'italiano. It was the influence of my lovely co-workers. Learning a different language is like travelling to another country and this is what I want to do in the near future. TRAVEL. Unfortunately, I cannot take my plans into actions right away because my fund is kind of hitting the negative since I've been into the state of idleness for 3 weeks now. There's some problem in my workplace that I don't want to elaborate here but I am praying for extended patience. I am hoping for a brighter tomorrow and I will be waiting until SUNDAY.
So today or tonight (because it's 9:21 pm here in my place) I am going to share the 10 questions that I encountered in marcandangel.com entitled "50 questions that will free your mind". 50 is a big number so I only chose 10.
1. If happiness was the national currency, what kind of work would make you rich?
Answer: Helping others. I will never get tired of this. Even if this will not make me rich I will do anything I can to help other people.
2. Would you break the law to save a loved one?
Answer: Honest answer. YES. I will. I will do anything... EVERYTHING to save my loved one.
3. If you had to move to a state or country besides the one you currently live in, where would you move and why?
Answer: Canada. Fort Mc Murray. Aside from the fact that my aunt is there... after seeing the scenery in the pictures... it makes me want to see the place vividly with my own eyes. I feel like I can actually live there and be happily surrounded by NATURE.
4. Why are you, you?
Answer: Because I chose to be ME. By the choice that I made... I learned a great deal of lessons. I'm always me and I noticed that I annoyed people, they misunderstood my intentions, they called me weird and strange. But I don't think so. I beleive that everybody is DISTINCT from each other. What other people think about me is NONE OF MY BUSINESS. My friend taught me this.
5. Do you remember that time 5 years ago when you were extremely upset? Does it really matter now?
Answer: Yes. I made a mistake back then. Mistake that already belong to the PAST but since I learned a lesson from them, they influenced my NOW. 5 years ago.... that specific event still matters.
6. If not now, then when?
Answer: When my circumstance allows me to. I cannot just jump into something without measuring the up, down, left and right of my surroundings. If I am ready, my inner self will talk to me and she will say "Go!". but right now... I'm in the state of Contemplation and Confusion. I'm doing my hardest to clear my view.
7. Would you rather have less work to do, or more work you actually enjoy doing?
Answer: MORE WORK. I love getting busy. I love a hectic schedule... I love working.
8. What is the difference between being alive and truly living?
Answer: Being alive is when you do things that are too mainstream. You go with the flow without actually listening to your own mind and following your heart.You do things that other people do. Truly living is when you do things that you really like, following your heart and although scared you do things that you think will make you a better person.
9. DECISIONS: Are you making them for yourself, or are you letting others make them for you?
Answer: Unfortunately, I'm still letting others influence mine. My parents. They are playing a BIG PART in my decision making process. Parents are ALWAYS right. In my opinion. It's not about letting them run my life but it's about RESPECTING their advice.
10. If we learn from our mistakes, why are we always so afraid to make a mistake?
ANSWER: Because I am tired of experiencing PAIN. Mistakes bring lessons into our life as well as emotional, physical and mental pain. Mistake-Pain-Lesson. That is the process.
The remaining 40 questions will be answered in my diary. I just want to share this 10 answers because this week I experienced TOO MUCH confusion. Somehow, answering marcandangel questions helped me to slowly clear my mind. I just hope that tomorrow the thing that I am expecting to happen will happen. Of course I will do my part to make it happen.
GOD BLESS EVERYONE.
Things that made me happy:
-My grandmother's good mood.
-That I am ALIVE! which means I still have many chances to improve my LIFE.
-Home made jelly.
-Oreo cookies.
-New ebooks.
-Reading books.
PS. Last Sunday. He was in my dream again.
