WRITINGS

Literary Side
[Written by: Erica/Aki]

You did; I will

(By: Aki)

(1st draft)

All is dark and I am alone

I saw a light, a tiny bright light

My blurry vision caused me not to notice

The face that I am waiting to see

I thought You left me to feel that pain

For I felt too much sorrow, I was insane

Fake friends dominated my attention

Causing me to take the wrong direction

They feed me with lies; that I am alright

They veiled your light from my sight

Deceived me with their fraudulent words

Fooled me with their fake bright light

But somehow you showed me the way out

All the pain and sorrow, you effaced my doubt

You grabbed me by the hands and pulled me up

You protected me and hindered their path

For a second I felt your wholeness

You are indeed omnispresent, I saw your prowess

As I felt you through me

I felt the dagger slicing the demon that feeds on me

You promised to protect me, You did

You promised to love me, You did

I promise to protect my faith, I will

I promise to love you, I will

(This is dedcated to God who somehow showed me the path to the happiness that I am looking for. Although I'm still on my way up there, as long as I believed in myself and have faith in Him... I know that I can eventually make it. Thank you God for making me realize that Life is beautiful.)

 Title: Bloody Shoujo

Art by: Mori Aki

Inspiration: Another (Manga Series)

Medium: Water Color Pad, Poster Paint

I am Loneliness

(First Draft)

(unedited)

I am alone in the dark

Transported in my past

Although I know that will not last

How come I cannot go out in this walled glass?

It is hard to adjust

But adjusting is a must

To be fitted inside

And not to die as a stranger who hides

Therefore I am watching

As the day turns to night

As the sun waves his last goodbye

As the moon rises up in the night sky

Alone, Alone as I sit alone

Counting stars that are uncountable

I sigh, The solitary night is so calm

like listening to melancholic Psalms

Alone as I saw the first snow

Drop of tiny white flakes flows

Its whiteness is so heartbreaking

And I noticed that I was crying

The tears flowing unstoppable

I rest my head upon the table

I heard my self cry

As if it is part of music of the night

I am part of this Loneliness

I am the very shadow of Lonesomeness

I am the very body, the hands, the arms

The voice, the face and the soul.

 --

 Title: Glare and Fear

Art by: Aki

Inspiration: Another (Manga Series)

Medium: Water Color Pad, Poster Paint

Thy Pleasure

(3rd draft)

(to be edited)

You mocked me on my failure

My tears were your pleasure

My defeated look, You treasure

Thy Happiness cannot be measured

Your laughter that etched in my ears

The sound of't caused me my misery

I longed for it to disappear

But my will was hindered by your hypocrisy

You stabbed my heart to bleed

You disgraced me and you've succeed

Inside the deep abyss of your dream

You cursed me and killed me again

 --

 Title: Rumor

Art by: Mori Aki

Inspiration: Another (Manga Series)

He likes weak women

(first draft)

(to be edited) 

He eye me with sexual menace

His eyes full of gluttonyy

He's lusting for he's thirsty

His shadow creeps on my wall

Silently roaming the corridor

His heavy breathing I abhor 

He calls out my name without a shame

His beckoning me with his filthy frame

I hide for I loathe, this man is insane

I grab the scissors and my hands

Clasp them tightly without a sound

The thick air can't calm me down

I am afraid of his choking hands

That might break my neck and every bone

for he is mad, a mad man who likes weak women.

       I love him
(A song)
By: Aki
Tune: Chi
Date: 2008

I love him not for his looks

But for his attitude

I love him not for his words

But for his deeds

I love him not for his eyes

But for what those eyes reflect

I love him not for his lips

But for the sincere words that comes from it

I love him not for his built

But for his strength that he shows

I love him not for his kiss

But for the meaning of’t

I love him not for his voice

But for those moments I hear him say “I Love You”