I wrote this when I was 19 years old.
I want to be CRAZY
A crazy person lives inside his world.
If that would be the real definition of a crazy person…
then, I choose to be crazy rather than be normal at all. I want to be crazy.
I want to live inside my own world. I want my life to be
just what I want it to be. I want to achieve my dreams not to achieve the dreams of
other people. I want my path to be clear, clear like a flowing river, without
any intersections. I want my eyes to see what I wanted to see, I want my ears
to hear what I wanted to hear…I want to feel what I wanted to feel without
other people influences trespassing my privacy.
Inside my world I want to find all of my dreams…I want to
fly in the sky to reach my air castle. I will sing the songs engrave in my
heart to fulfill my destiny. Destiny that I am alone makes it for my self. I
will dance to the tune inside my head to give heed to the desires of myself.
I will believe in the things which everyone believed to be
untrue. I will believe to the things that I cannot. I will open up my mind to
everything until my whole memory consumes the great knowledge of my wide world.
I won’t listen to the voices outside for they were the
voices of dream stealers. I won’t look at the temptations for they would ruin
everything I built. I won’t embrace the words of those people who want to
change my principles in life.
I want to be crazy… because crazy people do things that they
are afraid to do.
I want to be crazy simply because I want to enjoy my own
life.
Things that made me happy:
> I am finally done reading "Please Look After Mom".
> Continue reading "Don Quixote"
> Chocolate wafers
> Drawing from my nephew (My cousin's son). The little boy told me that he made the drawing after watching my videos. I am an inspiration. I am so happy!
> My friend's trip to Africa. I am happy for her... because she needs to rest and unwind. I hope she will enjoy her vacation. :)
