Happy Birthday to all those people who are celebrating their birthday today (September 6, 2015). I have been writing a birthday blog since... I started this blog.
To be honest, I had a different plan for today. However, due to my unpredictable schedule, I couldn't put it into action. That's why I decided to have a simple celebration in our house.
I hope I'll have an opportunity to do what I planned before this month ends because I've been desirous to do it since the year started.
Instead of making a wish list for this year, I wrote a Birthday Resolution. I decided to lessen my usage of "I will not" and increase my usage of "I WILL". Obviously, the latter is in positive form and I want to exercise positive things in my life! I am so tired of the darkness.
I WILL BE LESS SEVERE TO MYSELF
My intimate friends know how severe and strict I am to myself. Mind control is something that I do everyday... almost the same as breathing, it's easy for me to resist some worldly things yet it's too difficult to resist things directly related to my emotions. I'm the definition of IRONY. I possess things and traits that are opposite of each other. Reason why only few people can understand me. Okay. Enough!
I WILL GIVE MORE TO MYSELF
Yes, it's true. I've been self-less. I always give and give until I became an empty shell. It's tiring, frustrating... and doing this often deprived me "love" which is truly for myself. I might sound egocentric, believe me I am not.
I WILL BE MORE KIND AND COURAGEOUS
Kindness is an inherent trait, but courage is a trait that you have to develop in order to survive in this competitive world. I know that I lack courage. I am still afraid to step outside my comfort zone. However, I've learned that things which are uncomfortable to do, difficult and seem impossible to achieve are actually the things that will make a person strong. I realized that it's okay to commit mistakes and you don't have to be embarrassed because everyone have been there. Learn from those who are experienced in the trade you are venturing, listen to them and imagine.
So yes, I have a long list and most of them are personal.
I will eat more fruits.
I will drink wine. (For my heart)
(With Mama Nhelz!)
(At the cemetery)
How about you? Have you ever written a birthday resolution?
Have a nice day! but in my case... Good night!
Things that made me happy:
- Greetings from the people who are important to me! Thank you.
- Eating with my friends, cousins and relatives.
- New books! (I bought for myself!)
- Visiting my Grandpapa and my baby brother at the cemetery.
- Taking funny pictures and videos. (For keepsake)
- Talking to my friends.
- My very supportive and self-less mother. I love mama bear!
