I celebrated my Valentine's Day by... STUDYING! CONGRATULATIONS to me! I know, I am such a NERD nowadays but what can I do? I don't have a date today and as if someone will really ask me out.
Anyway, I have a presentation in Entrepreneurial Management tomorrow so I have to prepare. Honestly, I am done preparing but I have nothing to do so I will just review what will I say in front of my audience (my classmates).
Such a boring day but I am still THANKFUL from the bottom of my heart because I feel a little better now. What makes me happy? I am not happy at all. Just so-so. Neutral at least. I am trying my best not to think too much or else I might get depress again.
I recorded a video yesterday for this blog entry and I played and sang "Say Something" by A Great Big World. I don't know if that's the correct version because I only saw a certain guitar tutorial in youtube and I just studied it for 2 days. I know that I am still a bad player but I don't care. Playing and singing relieve my stress.
I remember that, I was in the taxi with my aunt and we had just arrived in the Philippines that morning, maybe around 1:00 am when I first heard this song on the radio. At that time, I told to myself "I will play and sing that song..." and I was able to do so... well, not in a professional way. Regardless, I was complimented by my tutor that I have improved and I am very happy.
Here's the video... sorry for the background.
Things that made me happy:
- Support from my friends. You know sometimes, a simple "Hi" or "Hello" from my friends is enough to make me happy. I know that I am being dramatic for the past few days but they never left my side. Thank you for that.
- Hot Green Tea in the morning.
- Just lying on my bed and daydreaming after studying.
- Listening to some songs for inspiration.
- Writing whatever goes on my mind.
- Playing guitar.
- Rose candies from my parents.
