This SEPTEMBER is not really for me. Honestly, I want this month to end faster. I AM SO TIRED. Exhausted. On the other hand, my inspiration is the only thing that keeps me in moving forward. This inspiration is a person...
This
blog entry will be about my name.
My students often told me that my name is one of the common Japanese
names for girls. Honestly speaking my mother got my name from an anime character that was aired in the Philippines wayback year 1960 something. My name is actually a princess name. While the other meaning of my name is "SADNESS" in the language of flower. Erica is actually a kind of flower but most commonly known in its english name "Heather".
I don't know if Heather is available in this country but I'm going to look for it next month. :) I want to raise this at our garden. Nowadays, our garden looks so dull. You can only find "Santan" flowers and grasses there. Since one of my Aunt told me that a real woman must know how to take care of flowers, I am currently raising roses . I'm not the girly girl type but I am trying to change a little bit because I am not getting younger. I'm an adult now so I have to think and act like one.
Here's my favorite variations of the ERICA.
(ERICA DENTICULATA)
(ERICA LEUCANTHA)
(ERICA MELANTHERA)
Today, I somehow find some peace of mind. My questions were answered... Probably. At least he didn't wish to cut the connection. Life is short... that's why I am trying my best to show my true self. I'm getting tired of imprisoning myself inside my cage. I was able to say what I wanted to say, expressed what I wanted to express and I feel like I can finally breathe with ease. Thank you very much.
Tomorrow is a new day. Happiness is a choice and I choose to be happy.
Things that made me happy this week:
- Letter from my student Yuu-chan
- Cactus and Roses
- Strawberry Chocolates
-Successful presentation in Marketing Management
- New poem dedicated to my friend (It's about her situation.)
- Crossing out things listed on my check list
- Studying
- His answers to my questions
