Saturday, December 21, 2013

What's Up: I Was Mad



(Photo by: Erica/Erix)
(From Deviantart Account)

I am not PERFECT. Although I usually don't fight because I HATE fighting back... this time.... I WILL FIGHT. For I know that I am right. I WILL NOT APOLOGIZE. We are BREAK EVEN. I only gave him the same courtesy he had given me. He didn't respect me as a person... so I didn't respect him. I endured his personality for the last months and he pushed me to my limits. I am usually very patient but yesterday I met my limit. I literally shouted... BUT I didn't regret anything.

My colleague said I looked like an ANGRY CAT when she saw me walking around Ortigas Center that afternoon. She didn't bother to ask me. She calmed me down somehow by softly patting my back and shoulder. I appreciate it. (Thanks Cris)

I was very lucky to saw her yesterday because if not, maybe a car already hit me. I haven't eaten anything since morning except for a very light breakfast... no Lunch and it was almost around 3:00 pm. Before that, I needed to go somewhere while carrying my 3 heavy bags. I had to wait for a Taxi just to arrive at my work place... but my efforts went in vain.

But.. I am not Mad anymore. I had a very good night sleep last night. I watched some funny video clips in Youtube. I feel good and happy now. My happiness is very shallow and I can easily eliminate anger. I don't want to waste my time. I have things to do. Planning for my pleasure trip and school stuffs...

Things that made me happy:
- My Mother.
- My REAL TRUE friends
- Listening to MUSIC
- Mocha (our dog)
- Playing guitar
- Chatting with College girl friends

PS: Does this entry make any sense?

2 comments:

  1. Hi. Teacher Erica.
    I like your version of that. Because this is the first time to collaborate with others when creating literature, I was so excited to read your version. I thought that I could tell my appreciation to you directly though, ... anyway now I'm really lucky person, thank you so much.
    And it's very cold here in Japan.
    And in my understanding, you undergo difficulties now.
    Sorry. I can't give you any meaningful advice because of my insufficient experiences.
    But I expect you to create works based on your experience when you have defeated your realities.

    your good reader and scribbler in Japan
    yoshi

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    1. Thak you very much for reading. As you already know, I always write base on my experience. Collaborating with others us very fun... you should try it more often, it will definitely broaden your knowledge. :) And finally, I'll be visiting Japan on January.

      Sincerely,
      Teacher Erica

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